I'm doing this only to heal myself

"Dear Younger Self,

    I’m writing you this letter fully knowing that you’re going to think everything I’m about tell you is complete bullshi#$# because you are just a scared shitl#$#ss ego-driven kid who is out to conquer the world.
First you should know that your plans to conquer the world are not going to happen. Fortunately some much better things are in store for you, but you’re too blinded by your own ambition to see that right now. Unfortunately your highly addictive,obsessive, and extreme personality is  not going to go away.   Fortunately, once you learn to harness it, it will lead you from a rather self destructive path to a highly productive one.
   The die hard romantic in you will die. You’ll stop believing the love that you hear about in music lyrics, and the love you see in movie scenes. You’ll become cynical, jaded, convince yourself you’re in love, break two hearts and in the end find yourself in a place that’s rather empty. Fortunately, after all that you’ll have a wake up call and come to the profound realization that there is a MASSIVE difference between settling and settling down, only because on some level you you still believe in the crazy love  of music lyrics and movie scenes.
Jobs will come and go, and your career is going to be a somewhat disastrous uphill battle.
  But in all this misfortune you’ll find some great fortune when you finally to start to realize it all happens the way it was supposed to. In many ways your life will be like the second wave in a set (you’ll only understand when you get there). Second waves in a set somehow are always a bigger more adventurous ride. Everybody goes for the first, and most of your friends will make it on the first wave. They’ll fall in love, get married and have kids before you do.  But, just know that the second wave is grand and more often than not is a hell of a ride.
  For the love of god, don’t make such a big deal out of small things. It’s going to be the cause of IBS, ADHD and uphill career battles. The traffic jams, telephone bills and people that get in your way are just a test of your patience and your ability to deal with them. Unfortunately you’ll fail this test over and over again. Fortunately, the failure will leave you with many valuable life lessons. Your greatest weaknesses will actually turn out to be your greatest strengths. I know it’s a tough one to swallow,  but it’s only upon that realization I’ve been able to start turning things around.
  Life will be nothing you like you had imagined. I’ll just say that it will be A  THOUSAND TIMES better. It’s going to take a series of failures, 8 in particular for any of what I’m talking about to make sense and every one of them will make you feel like you’re continually on the verge impending doom. Fortunately the pursuit of being stoked for life will actually save you, even though google puts you as the second search result   for “surfing ruined my life.” Life will continue to throw curve balls at you and to this day it still does. If I could tell you one thing it would be that life isn’t about what happens to you, but how you react to it all. I’d like to say “If I knew what I know now” when I was your age, but I wouldn’t know any of what I know now without having gone through everything above.  So accept the journey as is and let it take its course."
http://theskooloflife.com/wordpress/a-letter-to-my-younger-self/ 

Forului meu....m-am iertat pentru toate invinovatirile, voite sau nevoite, m-am iertat pentru toate gandurile nespuse, pentru emotiile dinaintea fiecarui examen, fiecarui interviu, m-am iertat pentru lacrimile inutile varsate ale mamei, ale bunicii, m-am iertat pentru toate tipele ce au innegrit peretii, pentru toate filmele nevazute si subapreciate, pentru toate florile ce nu le-am cumparat

Oh,Santa,please,please,pliz,pliz,pliz,pliz,pliz,pliz,pliz

 

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This one is a "Dear Santa" for my best friend

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Iertare

E iarna celui de-al treilea an pe care il petrecem impreuna.Nu am apucat sa-i urez "la multi ani",sa-i cumpar tort si nici timp nu am gasit sa-i organizez o petrecere-surpriza.Poate la anul.Simte ca l-am ignorat si de aceea se abtine vehement sa ma primeasca,sa ma priveasca. Intr-un colt umbrit,sta aseazat pe un scaun,ma asculta,linistit parand nepasator. Imi cunoaste prea bine regretele.Intelege ca nu am bani,resurse sau sperante. Sperante ca ce? Ca ma v-a ierta? Ca ma v-a suporta inca pe atat dar doar daca ma hotarasc eu sa continuam aceasta poveste...Nu se mai gandeste demult la treaba asta, ci pur si simplu asteapta sa-si continue existenta chiar daca aceasta existenta s-a transformat intr-o atingere trimestriala. Si totusi astazi m-am hotarat sa-i daruiesc un pasaj.Astazi m-am reintalnit cu o mai veche dragoste. Am alergat intr-un suflet la el sa o impartasesc. "Vrei sa vorbim despre parfumuri?!Pe ce lume traisti tu?"Tacere....Nu l-am infruntat asa cum se intampla la un moment dat in pragul existentei noastre. Am revenit la sentimente mai bune,am realizat ca nu-i usor sa nu simti pamant sub picioare 6 luni de zile,sa nu poti auzi vocea celui drag...A inteles ca pot sa-i spun "te iubesc" doar printr-un gest sau o privire. I-am aratat pagina si l-am lasat decida singur: "Azi este bine sa ai cel putin 8 parfumuri : 2 de semnatura, 4 pentru a varia de-a lungul sezoanelor sau ocaziilor,unul, infidelitate majora pentru un mesaj original si un parfum nebunie,pura erezie.Aceasta reflecta cele 8 fatete ale personalitatii feminine si sunt o cheie in construirea misterului pentru un joc al seductiei."

                                                                                                                                        Octavian Coifan 

 http://octaviancoifan.blogspot.ro/p/parfumul.html 

A ridicat privirea de pe foaie si mi-a zambit incins...:"Data viitoare te astept cu o recenzie asupra ultimileor filme vazute"  
                                                                                                                               To my blog with love

Source : http://octaviancoifan.blogspot.ro/

2013

Friday night cold

Fall/Winter 2012 Resolution

Ce inseamna,domne', sa fii frumos si slab!

Sa-ti permiti luxul de a te imbraca din cap pana in picioare numa' in designeri,sa porti pietre scumpe,lucitoare,sa incalti numa' si numa' pantofi,marca inregistrata, cu talpa rosie;sa mananci pe la restaurante,stand la masa cu doamne fine si curate;sa fii in fiecare zi invaluita in parfumuri de renume.

Pentru un aramiu rebel ce nu porneste de la radacina.Am decis sa-mi las parul sa creasca valuri-valuri,egal in ambele parti,asa cum e el cret de la Mama Natura. Am un feeling ca asa se poarta si iarna asta, de obicei nu ma insel :)

Sa-mi zboare pasari din incheietura mainii,din coasta lui Adam,din care am fost creata si din falanga degetului mic.

Sa-mi sopteasca toamna-iarna asta un piercing in ureche asa cum ii sopteste lui Scarlett cand paseste pe covorul rosu... http://www.interviewmagazine.com/film/bianca-suarez http://weheartit.com/ClaudeVader# http://curveinthemode.blogspot.ro/2010/10/youve-got-to-hand-it-to-her.html http://lifestyle.ezinemark.com/unique-body-piercings-of-stars-77369d9989f6.html http://www.facebook.com/blancasuarezweb?fref=ts

Doamne, Frida!

"I used to think I was the strangest person in the world. But then I thought, there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her and imagine that she must be out there thinking of me too. Well, I hope if you are out there and read this and know that, yes, it's true I'm here and I'm just as strange as you."

Anatar Frida!

Black&White 1th of October

Source: http://www.escapeintolife.com/artist-watch/sally-mann/ http://sallymann.com/